Entry #11: Shocking Developments

So I electrocuted myself.

Well, that was embarrassing to admit.

I can’t remember much about the incident itself other than it took place during a routine electrical test. I usually don’t black out during those. Not entirely.

The next thing I know, I’m on my back unsure of where I was, who I was, or if I was even a person. I was just a being suddenly coming out of darkness. It’s like gaining sentience for the first time, being conscious that whatever you were you’re alive now. And in that moment, everything and nothing makes sense. It’s terrifying, confusing, and weirdly exhilarating. Also a little bit nauseating if I were honest. One of the first thing I wanted to do as a sentient being was throw up.

My ceiling was a kaleidoscope of colors. It was first a strange lapis. Then slate. Until finally settling on an uneasy crimson that turned my stomach.

The Woman in the Television looked down at me and shook her head. Her image blinked in and out again, losing focus in time with the changing colors.

As the crimson became too much and her face melted into something akin to a demon—fangs and all—she said something that still echoes in my brain every time I close my eyes.

“It’ll only go down from here, Mr. Harkin.”

I then blacked out again. When I next regained consciousness


I’m going to have to end this entry here. Someone is knocking.